good thing I had my dooose of endorphins at Pinnacle Gym earlier. Paid 1,300 for unlimited use of gym for a month. I was hesitant at first, mahal e. I thought I'd rather spend the money on fixing my bike and buying a new sports bra... ofcourse i didn't. Mas masarap kasi mag-exercise in the morning - jolting reason to wake up early in the morning. Para din I can make use of the pumped up energy for hours after my my exercise. I'm also planning to do it before I go to class in Makati. Be at the gym around 730, finish at around 930, bathe and head to Makati at around 11:30am. Will be running as much as I can in a week. CAS classes not an excuse so I have MWF already. TTh of course isn't an excuse... can do bike and run in UP or Gym and Steam bath at the gym. Saturdays and Sundays? Antipolo. Family and hometown friends time :)
I should be reviewing for my exam tomorrow but its sooo damn hooot!! Its irritating. Will study na lang tonight. I promise :)
Make-up Gigs:
May 3 & 5 = AceWater Dayspa Condo TVC (finished)
June 13 = Patti and Tita Mimi's Make-up (Kuya's Wedding)
June 28 = Vern'z Wedding
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
Im young, moody and extreme. sometimes I'm a bit irresponsible and I get competitive in the wrong place and time. But I always try to give my best... and I get so fucking disappointed after realizing the low downs - screaming to my face the evidences that I've missed some fucking points and juicing up my patience till my bladder experience El Nino. And then I realized that I have been so inhumane to think of other imperfections. My hormones has pulled the trigger in an instant - the only reason why I hate being a female.
I should have been inspired by something strong but serene. Filming is team work and the work beneath the "team" gets unbelievably crazy and stupid. I should have reminded myself that nothing REAL is never messed up. It may be about the money since we depend on it. Or building your portfolio and networks because we're in a big industry and we depend on it. But I know I was not that selfish.
Even the worst experience can be instantly erased by someone's genuine appreciation of end's team craftsmanship. I will be waiting for the pair of hands who'll offer the crispiest clap in the theater. It will be the greatest party on Earth. :)
And at last, othing can ever fill up our hearts with challenges surpassed and emotions conquered that made our friendship strongly bonded. I will be savouring even the most pungent aroma in Escolta to backtrack the overwhelming twist and turns of the craziest Binondo coaster ride. Thanks for the experience. Now I know why I am in Film. :)
Now, mock-up.
I should have been inspired by something strong but serene. Filming is team work and the work beneath the "team" gets unbelievably crazy and stupid. I should have reminded myself that nothing REAL is never messed up. It may be about the money since we depend on it. Or building your portfolio and networks because we're in a big industry and we depend on it. But I know I was not that selfish.
Even the worst experience can be instantly erased by someone's genuine appreciation of end's team craftsmanship. I will be waiting for the pair of hands who'll offer the crispiest clap in the theater. It will be the greatest party on Earth. :)
And at last, othing can ever fill up our hearts with challenges surpassed and emotions conquered that made our friendship strongly bonded. I will be savouring even the most pungent aroma in Escolta to backtrack the overwhelming twist and turns of the craziest Binondo coaster ride. Thanks for the experience. Now I know why I am in Film. :)
Now, mock-up.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
off to nowhere island
Sorry but I cant discuss anything about work right now. It's stressful. Work Mode is Shut Down. hehe
Cebu tomorrow.
It's he's home. It became our work place. It's where everything started. I'm not sure if I missed it... it has become scary since I left Bigfoot. Language barrier. It sucks. Need to learn a few words asap. Also, there's meeting the family... scary lalo.
We will be riding the plane for the very first time together. Unusually cute.hehe We've been flying back and forth to Cebu and Manila a lot of times for a year now and I never realized until now that we've never rode a plane together.
Soowr... what am I going to do in Cebu?
1) Meet with Daphne and Ryan and wander around Bigfoot and Cebu.
2) Make papam-pam on set of Ivan and Kulas' shoot in the prison.
3) Carbon Market and Downtown: Accesories and stuff? I dont know.
4) Will LOMO myself.
5) Finish liquidation asap.
6) text Ms. Jheng re: 50k grant for a woman's short
7) Meet with Joeann: coffee, fashion mags, photoshoot, Beach? :)
8) buy Cebuano dictionary.hahaha
9) Be Extra OA in Cheerfulness and Friendliness!
10) Be PROUD of all my achievements this year in Manila:
11) PAINT? I want to paint!!!!!!!
12) CONCEPTUAL MAKE-UP: Models Donna and Darren --- THINK of a CONCEPT: Costume & Wardrobe: Katya
13) Run every morning! nako ang shoes ko, i left it sa Antipolo.
14) PAPA: text/call: E-mail my HOUSE INSPIRATION: etc etc. hingi 100 dollar for new shoes.
LOVE each day!
Cebu tomorrow.
It's he's home. It became our work place. It's where everything started. I'm not sure if I missed it... it has become scary since I left Bigfoot. Language barrier. It sucks. Need to learn a few words asap. Also, there's meeting the family... scary lalo.
We will be riding the plane for the very first time together. Unusually cute.hehe We've been flying back and forth to Cebu and Manila a lot of times for a year now and I never realized until now that we've never rode a plane together.
Soowr... what am I going to do in Cebu?
1) Meet with Daphne and Ryan and wander around Bigfoot and Cebu.
2) Make papam-pam on set of Ivan and Kulas' shoot in the prison.
3) Carbon Market and Downtown: Accesories and stuff? I dont know.
4) Will LOMO myself.
5) Finish liquidation asap.
6) text Ms. Jheng re: 50k grant for a woman's short
7) Meet with Joeann: coffee, fashion mags, photoshoot, Beach? :)
8) buy Cebuano dictionary.hahaha
9) Be Extra OA in Cheerfulness and Friendliness!
10) Be PROUD of all my achievements this year in Manila:
11) PAINT? I want to paint!!!!!!!
12) CONCEPTUAL MAKE-UP: Models Donna and Darren --- THINK of a CONCEPT: Costume & Wardrobe: Katya
13) Run every morning! nako ang shoes ko, i left it sa Antipolo.
14) PAPA: text/call: E-mail my HOUSE INSPIRATION: etc etc. hingi 100 dollar for new shoes.
LOVE each day!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
singing prozzak
I didn't believe my mom when she told my age on my birthday. I even used the calculator to prove it. Its scary. I always imagined myself that I'll be somehow "different" and kind of "stable" when I reached 25. It's sad that I cannot always make-believe myself to be young and carefree when the bills I'm paying are starting to pile up. Although its fun tricking myself to be a teenager - cause I look like one. :)
I can never always be my Daddy's little girl. We are poor. But I'm happy with everything that I have even though the market says it not enough. I envy people who are intelligent enough to create a simple yet wonderful world within them. I want to be like that. I want to be free of all the inhibitions and the negativity that may have fed me up to be where I am now as revenge for my high school days. Its a nightmare remembering the days. But it does make me feel better knowing that I can change and I can see it right to their face as it get slapped and kicked by fate alone. Now I'm happy.
"It's a cruel cruel world...When you're on your own...It's a cold cold heart....That could turn you down" -Prozzak
But I'm not on my own all the time. I always want to be with someone... and being in love is something I can never regret of. It's my favorite kind of high. A psychedelic moment of bliss I would love to capture in frames and play loop in my mind. Its the music that will make everyone dance and cry at the same time. Its the magic that makes me believe in fairy tales and gospels. Its my strawberry fields. I am very grateful to have one now or whatever it is that you want to call it so its kinda' cool. I'm also very grateful to the people I've shared with it in the past.
Bigla naman akong nag-valentines mode nito. I used to sing "Oh baby baby its a wild world..." but I think I'm done now.haha Nothing beats a great a company.
I know what's bothering me... How will I ever answer this question now? "Who I am?" tsktsk. Kasi i always wonder when I was little what will I be like when I reached 25. My gas, 1 year na lang.
I can never always be my Daddy's little girl. We are poor. But I'm happy with everything that I have even though the market says it not enough. I envy people who are intelligent enough to create a simple yet wonderful world within them. I want to be like that. I want to be free of all the inhibitions and the negativity that may have fed me up to be where I am now as revenge for my high school days. Its a nightmare remembering the days. But it does make me feel better knowing that I can change and I can see it right to their face as it get slapped and kicked by fate alone. Now I'm happy.
"It's a cruel cruel world...When you're on your own...It's a cold cold heart....That could turn you down" -Prozzak
But I'm not on my own all the time. I always want to be with someone... and being in love is something I can never regret of. It's my favorite kind of high. A psychedelic moment of bliss I would love to capture in frames and play loop in my mind. Its the music that will make everyone dance and cry at the same time. Its the magic that makes me believe in fairy tales and gospels. Its my strawberry fields. I am very grateful to have one now or whatever it is that you want to call it so its kinda' cool. I'm also very grateful to the people I've shared with it in the past.
Bigla naman akong nag-valentines mode nito. I used to sing "Oh baby baby its a wild world..." but I think I'm done now.haha Nothing beats a great a company.
I know what's bothering me... How will I ever answer this question now? "Who I am?" tsktsk. Kasi i always wonder when I was little what will I be like when I reached 25. My gas, 1 year na lang.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Today I begin a new life.
Today I shed my old skin which hath too long suffered the bruises of failure
and the wounds of mediocrity.
Today I will multiply my value a hundredfold.
Today I will surpass every action which I performed yesterday.
Today you will be master of your emotions.
Today, I will act.
Laugh at goodness and it will thrive and abound.
Laugh at the world.
Laugh at your failures and they will vanish in clouds of new dreams.
Laugh at your successes and they will shrink to their true value.
Laugh at yourself for man is most comical when he takes himself too
seriously.
You are rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, you are valuable.
You can accomplish far more than you have, and you will.
You can overcome seemingly impossible obstacles with ambition.
You have been given eyes to see and a mind to think.
You have but one life and life is naught but a measurement of time.
You have unlimited potential.
You may encounter failure at the thousandth step, yet success hides behind
the next bend in the road. You will never know how close success lies
unless you turn the corner.
You must fail often to succeed only once.
You must have objectives before your life will crystallize.
You must nurture your body and mind in order to fulfill your dreams.
You only have time to love.
You were conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose.
You will become great.
You won't know how close success is unless you turn the corner.
www.zealland.com/Treasure_Chest_Feb13-20%252C00.htm
Today I shed my old skin which hath too long suffered the bruises of failure
and the wounds of mediocrity.
Today I will multiply my value a hundredfold.
Today I will surpass every action which I performed yesterday.
Today you will be master of your emotions.
Today, I will act.
Laugh at goodness and it will thrive and abound.
Laugh at the world.
Laugh at your failures and they will vanish in clouds of new dreams.
Laugh at your successes and they will shrink to their true value.
Laugh at yourself for man is most comical when he takes himself too
seriously.
You are rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, you are valuable.
You can accomplish far more than you have, and you will.
You can overcome seemingly impossible obstacles with ambition.
You have been given eyes to see and a mind to think.
You have but one life and life is naught but a measurement of time.
You have unlimited potential.
You may encounter failure at the thousandth step, yet success hides behind
the next bend in the road. You will never know how close success lies
unless you turn the corner.
You must fail often to succeed only once.
You must have objectives before your life will crystallize.
You must nurture your body and mind in order to fulfill your dreams.
You only have time to love.
You were conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose.
You will become great.
You won't know how close success is unless you turn the corner.
www.zealland.com/Treasure_Chest_Feb13-20%252C00.htm
hi there blogoy! i got really hyped after little miss Save More offered me her free cup of coffee. It was reaallly goood that's why I got another cup before we went to UP. I saw Pen. still hot with her tan. I miss sports. I'll try to get back to that mode whenever possible. :)
I miss doing make- i'lle get one creation at least twice a month. Promise. Sorry Aucoin.
Im goin to Camsur this weekend with biankulas. Its gonna be hellatofun! I'm really excited with the scenery and the beach! I want more pictures! hope to be in shape by then. ill do cardio tomorrow.
Ivan's playing some facebook application.hihi he seems having a great time while saying "pakset", buwang ka" etc. haha
i want my license renewed this week. :S
I miss doing make- i'lle get one creation at least twice a month. Promise. Sorry Aucoin.
Im goin to Camsur this weekend with biankulas. Its gonna be hellatofun! I'm really excited with the scenery and the beach! I want more pictures! hope to be in shape by then. ill do cardio tomorrow.
Ivan's playing some facebook application.hihi he seems having a great time while saying "pakset", buwang ka" etc. haha
i want my license renewed this week. :S
Monday, January 18, 2010
new agenda
i want a new body by summer time! around march. that means i have a month and a half to work on.. tsss.. i'll give my best sot :) move move move! :)
Sunday, January 17, 2010
BAD PMS-ed holiday... i made it fell like a crap. I just got my period today and I caught my self wiggling to every tune on the radio while driving. wow! i really feel cured today! love it. must be the wicca thing. spell me to happiness! :)
i haven't touched my kit for months! except for that pro bono thing for rain's "karir" music video shoot at Katips. I'll clean my stuff tomorrow I promise before doing make up for Giana.
I haven't thanked 2009 for everything. I made it to the industry with the help of friends. Met a lot of people, had fun with work and narrowed my complex career path to doing make-up. I need to save a lot BIG TIME. invest big time. i'm a little scared right now but i got to do it. this is why i live!!!!!!!
your
dear, i wish i could help you get away from missing your hometown party. thanks for spending you're 1st ever absence in Sinulog with me. You'll get a much better party soon. ;)
im milking to sleep...
i haven't touched my kit for months! except for that pro bono thing for rain's "karir" music video shoot at Katips. I'll clean my stuff tomorrow I promise before doing make up for Giana.
I haven't thanked 2009 for everything. I made it to the industry with the help of friends. Met a lot of people, had fun with work and narrowed my complex career path to doing make-up. I need to save a lot BIG TIME. invest big time. i'm a little scared right now but i got to do it. this is why i live!!!!!!!
your
dear, i wish i could help you get away from missing your hometown party. thanks for spending you're 1st ever absence in Sinulog with me. You'll get a much better party soon. ;)
im milking to sleep...
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